angeldragon03 (angeldragon03) wrote,


No one should want to have anorexia/bulimia,to be like we are the ones who have had this illness for sooooo long because its a real illness not just on the outside but on the inside as well. i know i go threw severe pain because my potassium is dangarousely low,low enough that i have to spend a week in the hospital with potassium and fluids running threw my veins wich potassium in liquid form going threw your veins is very painfull due to the thickness of the fluid..and i igree that if your just a wannabe anorexic/bulimic then u should reavaluate yourself and join some weight watchers or whatever but i cant give you tips because i would have to feel responsibe if someone were to die. im a 34 year old mother who has been going threw this illness/monster for 19 years and now my body is that of a 70 year old women. im on here to vent and maybe reach out to some people who are like me not wannabe's because this illness isnt beautiful exspechioly in my mind..i call my illness a monster because thats what it is...and it will never go away and may even kill me in my near future. my life should resolve around my kids and my family but instead it revolves around my illness. my family cut me out of there lives saying its to hard to look at me just when i needed them most but matter how hard i try not to think about food and shit,i only stress and think about it soo much more its a never ending cicle, so i say to the wannabe's this illness isnt beautiful it sucks u into a deep dark hole like a monster and holds u there for all eternity...
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